Bullshit You Say......

My life has just turned to bullshit.....in one day.....complete bullshit....How did all this happen? No better question why the hell do I even care?...Oh right that's why. Eventually I'll talk them to death and maybe hate them.... until then I don't...far from it actually...it makes me feel ill....all of it and I have to deal with it everyday....I wish you didn't exist or better yet that I never met you....I would be so much better off really, but no, none of that is true either.....Why I do this to myself I'll never know....I really need to find something else to think about....and that's the hardest part. I need money, so I can get the hell out of here for a bit or something....Death to it. PLEASE